The next time you call me “peach”
Remember there’s a pit inside me,
Heavy and hard and ichor-slick.
Remember, next time you tell me
You want all of me, every part,
You want to swallow me whole,
That pit is full with arsenic
And there’s no room left for remorse.
She used to swallow her words
Like cotton balls—
She used to choke.
She used the hollow of her throat
To stencil targets on her
Favourite body parts:
Her inner thighs were treasure
Maps, all dotted lines and islands
Still waiting to be kissed
By the white marble bridges
On the slicks of her wrists.
She couldn’t make a fist
With all the ice in her veins.
She used to choke
Down antifreeze and hope
Against hope, but she knows
She’ll never stop carving
Ice sculptures.
Given half the chance, she'd rather sleep
Alone, half-frozen on the ocean floor
And picked apart by eels like so much seaweed,
Than undertake the chore of your affections.
Understand that you are not the first:
So many so-called "well-intentioned" men
Have thrown themselves upon her reef declaring
"Rescue!" she needn't even cast a net
To catch her keep. Yet still you come ashore
With vows to make your world your gift to her
As though her own were somehow wanting.
You claim the siren's singing lured you here?
You listened to that hoarse, rampageous scream,
"Away! Get back!" and called it music? No,
Though you and she may share a mother tongu
This hourglass is broken--see?
Here? this is where you opened me:
A hairline fracture
Wrapping noose-rope 'round the glass,
A thunder-crack
Without courtesy of illumination.
Now memory spills out of me
In petty measures--what fool,
What miser mourns a grain of sand
Who counts it by the pound?
This death is cunning, slow
But certain as Time:
The hourglass spills
Only when turned one way,
Yet the hourglass must always turn.
And so it is
I only lose you when I look for you;
No doubt your ghost will have me emptied soon.
until my wings are singed by katiekerr, literature
Literature
until my wings are singed
She had always been a faerie, with her
Nightingale's brittle bones,
Her coalish eyes—
Ink-black, sky-fine
As if emerging from a dream—
And delicately damasked wings,
White as a wedding gown
And more pristine.
No one ever told her
That love is, by definition,
Keen and terrible—
And yet she remains, a
Rogue and discordant
Prayer (a witchcraft urge)
Strung as pearls between her lips,
A brilliant counterfeit.
That magic, still
Buried in the warmth of her tongue,
Holds none of the innocent silver
So many people sell their hearts for.
No,
No one ever told her
Fall
Has lost her leaves,
But she—
She will keep on.
This Is Not a Resting Place by katiekerr, literature
Literature
This Is Not a Resting Place
Skyscrapers leer
Amongst the ruins and scattered debris,
Their fervent empire, their entrails,
Their cities laid to rot,
Waiting to be a corpse
As though to wither were to die;
As if all humankind
Listened not to the Pharaoh's
Armies march.
You found me lacing up my dress,
My fingers twisting knots and caught
Behind my back. Like you, but less
Repentant: Take a seat,
Worry your tie a bit,
Look up at me, recite
Your too-rehearsed confession.
Now, every time
I reach to touch
Somebody else,
My fingers break,
Still tied in knots
Between the lace.
Given half the chance, she'd rather sleep
Alone, half-frozen on the ocean floor
And picked apart by eels like so much seaweed,
Than undertake the chore of your affections.
Understand that you are not the first:
So many so-called "well-intentioned" men
Have thrown themselves upon her reef declaring
"Rescue!" she needn't even cast a net
To catch her keep. Yet still you come ashore
With vows to make your world your gift to her
As though her own were somehow wanting.
You claim the siren's singing lured you here?
You listened to that hoarse, rampageous scream,
"Away! Get back!" and called it music? No,
Though you and she may share a mother tongu
This hourglass is broken--see?
Here? this is where you opened me:
A hairline fracture
Wrapping noose-rope 'round the glass,
A thunder-crack
Without courtesy of illumination.
Now memory spills out of me
In petty measures--what fool,
What miser mourns a grain of sand
Who counts it by the pound?
This death is cunning, slow
But certain as Time:
The hourglass spills
Only when turned one way,
Yet the hourglass must always turn.
And so it is
I only lose you when I look for you;
No doubt your ghost will have me emptied soon.
The So-Called Immortals, Ch. 1 by katiekerr, literature
Literature
The So-Called Immortals, Ch. 1
The sun rose, and Evelyn Vandergraff died. What a miserable place the desert was.
It was beautiful, of course—especially at dawn, when fire overtook the sky and threatened to turn the whole of the Earth to glass—but it was a grotesque sort of beauty that reminded Evelyn too much of herself. Especially at dawn, when the glass earth beneath her threatened to shatter and swallow her whole.
Nevertheless, the capacious solitude of the desert afforded Evelyn a rare opportunity—dare she say a luxury—and so she left the curtain of her litter open and watched the day begin. Minutes passed, then an hour, and Evelyn indulged hers
There was this moment, early last May, when I could have glanced up from the book I was reading at the breakfast table.
I could look out my window and see you standing on my lawn, this waif in a windbreaker grinning at a daydream you're probably too old for. I could bring you an umbrella. I could invite you in for coffee, and we could lose the whole day debating questionable Scrabble plays. We could take to the streets after dark and try to find an all-night diner that will feed us both for less than fifteen dollars. I could fall in love with you.
But I don't.
...spring
You go home with nothing but a story about how springtim
Cochineal and Beetle Wings by winterkate, literature
Literature
Cochineal and Beetle Wings
I don’t love you
anymore.
I was going to lead up to this. Maybe claim
there was something caught in my throat
about beetle wings, cochineal – you know,
they make that stuff out of flight. Lipstick, I mean.
I mean the truth is
I can only smile like an inferno because
something else isn’t going to be flying away.
And I was going to say I’m sorry but I’m not.
I was going to lie to you like you needed me to,
but pray tell me how to grace through three weeks I hoped
for some kind(ness) of hurricane, so we could recalculate
in the aftermath, and nobody would blame me then for judging
that we came up empty.
The poem tips nothing. Perfectly
balanced,
it nods with curt politeness at
me,
the waitress with the emblazoned
name tag reading I
am just trying to get out of here too,
and it does
not pick at my bones (polite).
The poem tips nothing. When it gets up
and leaves,
it leaves exact change, stacked silver
balanced on the blank plate,
enough to rework my lungs
and pewter heart
for when it comes back
again.
White-knuckled as water
hemlock hanging
onto Queen Anne's
lace perception,
you waver like a screen door, rusty
springs all choked, twisted
inside you. Roughhewn son
of bluegrass summer, flutter forth
on rotten wood heels. Eye
the thin-thin creek so nervous,
while poison wires you
ripe to run.
we are lurking too close to jesus,
on the empty edge of a lightless stage,
curved nails digging into the skin of our pale palms.
he asks as an afterthought
do you believe in something holy? and i think yes,
i think this is what i believe in.
until my wings are singed by katiekerr, literature
Literature
until my wings are singed
She had always been a faerie, with her
Nightingale's brittle bones,
Her coalish eyes—
Ink-black, sky-fine
As if emerging from a dream—
And delicately damasked wings,
White as a wedding gown
And more pristine.
No one ever told her
That love is, by definition,
Keen and terrible—
And yet she remains, a
Rogue and discordant
Prayer (a witchcraft urge)
Strung as pearls between her lips,
A brilliant counterfeit.
That magic, still
Buried in the warmth of her tongue,
Holds none of the innocent silver
So many people sell their hearts for.
No,
No one ever told her
Fall
Has lost her leaves,
But she—
She will keep on.
This Is Not a Resting Place by katiekerr, literature
Literature
This Is Not a Resting Place
Skyscrapers leer
Amongst the ruins and scattered debris,
Their fervent empire, their entrails,
Their cities laid to rot,
Waiting to be a corpse
As though to wither were to die;
As if all humankind
Listened not to the Pharaoh's
Armies march.
cosmopolis—
nothing but a cotton farm
centuries ago,
this shining iron empire
was built on chattel-men's backs.
sky-scraping hubris
refuses to kneel, but begs
to be disobeyed.
rebellious manifestos
written in aerosol paint:
there is no such law
which can tally a man's worth
like so much cotton.
I sometimes imagine us,
Years down the road, sitting
On the patio of a London bistro
Much more sophisticated than we are.
We'll waste the afternoon drinking tea
As impolitely as we can.
We'll chat too loudly about absolutely nothing,
But with such authority the woman one table over—
The one with the ugly scarf,
Because it's always the one with the ugly scarf—
Will mistake you for someone famous.
We'll spend the next hour reminiscing
Youthful conquests, like Cleopatra might,
Or Anne Boleyn.
Then we'll make-believe
Like nothing's wrong with us.
We'll call it a day—
Find a good pub and drink a bottle of gin,
Each—
After watchi
a girl on my lawn
watching peaches blossom—
you awaken me.
we stretch, having slept too long,
and dine under fireworks.
your birthday gift—
picnicking the harvest moon
much too quietly.
the frost sets in, whispering,
we've said all there is to say.
the easy way out,
a letter on the sill.
peach trees blossom still.
Sunday afternoon leaned
into God
with the usual ambivalence.
* * * * *
On a Sunday afternoon, Kim and I sat together in our freshly painted living room. Lounging on the brown cloth couch that still smelled like new, my wife, who was equally fresh, threw her arm up against the cushions, leaned her head into her palm, and sighed. I didn't look up from my book, not yet.
"I told my mom today that I'm an atheist," she said, with a hint of chagrin in her voice.
Still reading, I replied, "Oh, yeah?"
"I know she was upset, though she didn't let me see how much it bothered her. She said that I still believe in God, I just don't know that I do."
This is the story of one day,
When joy and love were led astray;
But as these things must always go,
We only reap that which we sow!
A lord and lady we now join,
Each one the side of other's coin;
But on this day, they knew no rest,
Each wore their heart upon their vest.
Now when two lovers butt their heads,
One fears that all is torn to shreds;
Though daresay none had known the threat,
That fateful day when they last met!
The lord, he said, "Good day, my love,
My handsome little turtledove;
I prayed to find you here today,
How fine you look on this fine day!"
The lady, she did bow and gush,
"My lord, you make me fit to blush
The next time you call me “peach”
Remember there’s a pit inside me,
Heavy and hard and ichor-slick.
Remember, next time you tell me
You want all of me, every part,
You want to swallow me whole,
That pit is full with arsenic
And there’s no room left for remorse.
Given half the chance, she'd rather sleep
Alone, half-frozen on the ocean floor
And picked apart by eels like so much seaweed,
Than undertake the chore of your affections.
Understand that you are not the first:
So many so-called "well-intentioned" men
Have thrown themselves upon her reef declaring
"Rescue!" she needn't even cast a net
To catch her keep. Yet still you come ashore
With vows to make your world your gift to her
As though her own were somehow wanting.
You claim the siren's singing lured you here?
You listened to that hoarse, rampageous scream,
"Away! Get back!" and called it music? No,
Though you and she may share a mother tongu
These measured glances, metered smiles that hide
The way you feel behind illustrious
Displays of counterfeit emotion ride
The line between your improprietous,
Coquettish affectations and your all-
Consuming moral principles, which I
Too keenly sense are morbidly appalled
By my existence; I can taste the lye
And vitriol competing on your tongue
To burn me hollow while we kiss, and this
Is only one distraction: here among
Your audience, Narcissus, you insist
On more than my submission or defeat,
But shaming me, to safeguard your conceit.
Are you happy now? Are you satisfied?
This lonely ride in your passenger seat, where I
Cranked up the stereo, and I just let you drive,
No I can't hear you, just take us wherever you like.
I don't care anymore about what you're looking for,
Not sure I ever did, not sure I ever lived
The way I told myself I would be leading my life by now,
Just going around and round.
I hope you're satisfied, I'm trying not to cry,
I'm telling myself that I know you're not worth it.
And nothing you can say now is ever gonna change how
You told me all those lies. I hope you're satisfied.
I guess it's my fault, I never had the nerve
To ask you where
On this lonely night of the First of December,
We walk hand in hand as we revel this night.
I wonder if this is the night you'll remember.
We pass by a window, you say something clever,
And I know that you know my heart is alight
On this lonely night of the First of December.
I ask you to be with me, always, forever,
And tell you that everything will be all right.
I wonder if this is the night you'll remember.
I wrap a warm arm 'round your shoulders, so slender,
And pull your cold body down into me, tight,
On this lonely night of the First of December.
You push me and tell me you need no defender,
You fly in a fury and exit stage
She used to swallow her words
Like cotton balls—
She used to choke.
She used the hollow of her throat
To stencil targets on her
Favourite body parts:
Her inner thighs were treasure
Maps, all dotted lines and islands
Still waiting to be kissed
By the white marble bridges
On the slicks of her wrists.
She couldn’t make a fist
With all the ice in her veins.
She used to choke
Down antifreeze and hope
Against hope, but she knows
She’ll never stop carving
Ice sculptures.
This hourglass is broken--see?
Here? this is where you opened me:
A hairline fracture
Wrapping noose-rope 'round the glass,
A thunder-crack
Without courtesy of illumination.
Now memory spills out of me
In petty measures--what fool,
What miser mourns a grain of sand
Who counts it by the pound?
This death is cunning, slow
But certain as Time:
The hourglass spills
Only when turned one way,
Yet the hourglass must always turn.
And so it is
I only lose you when I look for you;
No doubt your ghost will have me emptied soon.
You found me lacing up my dress,
My fingers twisting knots and caught
Behind my back. Like you, but less
Repentant: Take a seat,
Worry your tie a bit,
Look up at me, recite
Your too-rehearsed confession.
Now, every time
I reach to touch
Somebody else,
My fingers break,
Still tied in knots
Between the lace.
That boot that braved a winter
Frozen in the mud
Remembers chasing
Curfew with one sock foot
Like a life depended on it.
Two weeks of chicken-soup-flu
And no one ever bought a pair of shoes new
After that, but the janitor cut it loose two years ago
And kids still say, "I'll wait for you by the boot."
One of those watches with the straps
That snap around your wrist, leaving welts
Like interrupting hockey night for homework help
Tick-tick-ticks somewhere in this pile of junk.
The sunglasses you bought two summers back
To hide your first black eye,
Wrapped up like Christmas
Inside the sweater you'd wear
When lying got to be too much to bear.
I make love to myself
like a surgeon, exacting
mercy with a knife.
The stains on my bedsheets
belong to every woman,
I've been told:
a rite of passage
which I have passed,
which I have passed,
which I have passed,
and every time have failed.
I'd love to write a poem about you
Painting a picture of me
Writing you a poem,
But first I'd have to get you out of my head.
I need to rearrange the furniture to better match
The way I see us,
So no matter where I sit, I'll never lose sight
Of the things that are going to matter.
Maybe we'll trade places once or twice,
So you can finally see
The way I see you
And stop pretending you're less than
Everything.
But first I need to get you out of my head.
I want to swallow the ocean you hide beneath
Your eyes when you think I'm looking somewhere else,
Devour all the constellations in the sky
Whose names you think are beautiful,
Shadows Play a Stronger Game by katiekerr, literature
Literature
Shadows Play a Stronger Game
An eagle circles overhead
Again this morning, crying black
And lurid things, another dead
Mouse caught a-talon—body slack
And strung up by its feet—but she,
Alone on her front porch, a tea
In hand (it's scent lost on the air)
And sickness pungent on her palloured
Brow, ignores the skies. She wears
Her worry like a badge of valour,
Endures the sympathetic gazes
Of mice and passersby alike,
As eagles gouge her chest for spaces
In which to build their nests; she'll strike
A match to light a candle, watch
It as it burns against the day,
The barest flicker—shadows play
A stronger game, she thinks. Not much
Can s
These are the things, then,
which we self-endowed gods must prize
above our own creations:
Jealousy, obsequity, betrayal—sin
of any sort that suits our affected moods.
My bile is thicker than your blood.
There was this moment, early last May, when I could have glanced up from the book I was reading at the breakfast table.
I could look out my window and see you standing on my lawn, this waif in a windbreaker grinning at a daydream you're probably too old for. I could bring you an umbrella. I could invite you in for coffee, and we could lose the whole day debating questionable Scrabble plays. We could take to the streets after dark and try to find an all-night diner that will feed us both for less than fifteen dollars. I could fall in love with you.
But I don't.
...spring
You go home with nothing but a story about how springtim
Downstairs: all the boys
In the den, playing Xbox,
Gearing up for the attack.
Upstairs: all the girls
Wait in line, paint their faces
In preparation for war.
Odyssey into 2012
Chapter 8: The Zephyr and the Storm
Time is but the storm, my love, nothing more; but you—
you are the Zephyr, the wind that carries the storm.
The words still rang in her ears like so many church bells,
a clarion thunder announcing the birth of some false prophet.
After all this time, she couldn't possibly be the Zephyr—
but she was. She could feel it.
And if she let herself, she knew she would carry this storm
off the edge of the world, and then next year would never come—
tomo
She Stands Before the Final Gate and Tries to Makes Her Choice
It couldn't be the way he said.
It had to be a bluff. Or a distraction. Or both.
Unless it wasn't.
Is This a Memory or is This a Nightmare?
Kaylin is eight years old again. Everyone is alive. She wants desperately to lose herself in that.
Anything Given Can Be Taken Away, Part I
Kaylin was not born with Zephyr—she would not die with it.
Her scream could have deafened an angel, but it was out of her.
She took Zephyr in her hand.
Darus laughed. "You don't want to do that."
God Left This Party a Long Time Ago
"Zephyr is our birthright."
taste their tender flower-flesh
whose bared fruit make gifts of honeyed milk
to exploratory tongues.
when night lays out her still body
and sows her salted garden with timid hope,
navigate, harvest moon, with careful kisses.
The Teenage Girl's Guide to Breaking Up
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Monday Morning's Merriment
When Monday morning's merriments arrive,
I'll know myself intangibly insane--
What Monday morning's ever less contrived
than dinosaur detectives on cocaine?
Perhaps that symbolism's inhumane--
Wait, was that symbolism, imagery,
Or something else? I cannot ascertain
the meaning of these words--a forgery
composed in crooked Cockney cockery;
Again, the scribe conjectures confidence:
she leaves a signature ascribed to me,
like I could ever be its provenance?
But Monday afternoon does coffee bring,
Rejoice! A song to sanity I'll sing!
Greetings, deviants! I come bearing wonderful news!
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